A fancy leather collar. I want one that is wider than my current one and has a leash. J has expressed a desire to put me on a leash and I'd only be too happy to oblige.
A leather paddle, possibly with SLUT print. I really want a paddle, I've never tried one but they somehow really appeal to me. Also, slut is quite an affectionate word in our relationship so it'd be lovely to have it imprinted on my ass by J.
A gag. Ball gags scare me a little but I still want a gag. I've been thinking that I should either go for this kind of gag or conquer my fear of ball gags. After all, it's not unlikely that the discomfort of a ball gag might just turn me on even more.
More than toys I want to spend time with J. But while he's finally done with university for this Christmas he's still a busy man. We'll both be spending the 24th with our families and on the 28th he's leaving to visit his relatives in Germany for a week. My brother who studies in another part of Sweden is coming home for Christmas as well. Overall we probably won't have that much private time with each other and there's nothing we can really do about it.
J often visits Germany during this time of the year and I've never been very good at handling his absence. I'm afraid it might get even worse now that we've expanded upon the D/s elements of our relationship. We do our best to stay in touch via Skype but he doesn't always have access to the internet where he's staying and texting becomes awfully expensive in the long run. It's frustrating to be apart from him for any longer periods of time but if there is a bright side to it, it has to be that seeing him again is simply wonderful.
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